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July 23rd, 2008


12:52 am - My best friend died on sunday,July21 in the mourning
my best friend died in the mourning on Sunday I am so sad I can't even begin to explain how i feel except that I miss him already.He was very good to me and we were very close so anyways i got a card for the family to show how much of friend i was to him and because I feel thats what i can do for him being gone.He will never be forgotten and always remembered as a good friend who would do anything for me.I almost lost it when i herd the news from th hospital but I have been trying to keep it together and I have to remember the good times when he was alive and be happy for him not suffering no more.Well I'm getting emotional now so I will try to write more at a later time I can use some support form the community right now I will appreciate it thanks.

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June 30th, 2008


12:46 am - job finaly
Today i start at my new job I'm excited about getting back to work after my back injury I had to go through physical therapy for a while and now I'm all better.So now i will save up for my car and the insurance so this will be good.SO right now i have to work doing janitorial in Trenton and then after that I will be able to work on the Army Base at Fort Dix.So for now i have to just bare with this and pretty soon i will make the real money at the army base.In Trenton is where they do the trial period and then you get advance to the Army Base but i will have no problem advancing.So anyways thats all for now i will let people know how my job goes on my first day.

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June 24th, 2008


09:37 pm - lost in the word/my lyrics
WORDS ARE LOST BETWEEN YOU AND I WHEN THEIRS NO MEANING ANY MORE

NOW THE TIME HAS COME TO HAVING A MEANING IN THE WORLD ONCE AGAIN NOW I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE WHERE NO WORDS ARE LOST.

CHORUS; NO MORE LOST WORDS ANY MORE NO MORE SAY NOTHINGS ANY MORE NO MORE LOST WORDS ANY MORE.

SHES THE WORLD NOW TO ME SHE IS MY EVERYTHING NOTHING CAN STOP US NOW EVEN IF THIS WORLD IS TORN UPSIDE DOWN.

SHE FLY'S INTO THE SKY WAY UP HIGH SHE IS LIKE A BIRD THAT FLY'S INTO THE NIGHT SHES SORES LIKE AN EAGLE AND FLY'S TO ME EVERY NIGHT.

SHE ALWAYS TELLS ME EVERY THINGS ALRIGHT AND NEVER MAKES ME CRY ONLY TEARS OF JOY AND SHE TELLS ME SHE LOVES ME ALL THE TIME.




THIS IS MY NEW SONG SO ITS IN THE WORKS ITS NOT DONE YET BUT I FIGURE I SHARE WHAT IS DONE WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK OF IT SO FAR?
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: creativecreative
Current Music: NONE

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June 22nd, 2008


09:41 pm - Singing career what
Well i went to a concert and they are looking for lead vocalist who think they pick me I was so excited my future career is flashing before my very eyes.So I am joining a group called Love Affair how cool is this.Now i have to get over stage fright and i will be o.k.well i figure i just wear sunglasses and close my eyes and sing then i will get over my fear then the next time i can go without the glasses.Its like this a couple hundred people no sweat but thousands that was at this concert holly shit.Well i know i will get over my fear i will have to or I will lose out on my dream and i might not get the same chance.So wish me luck every one.
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: nervousnervous

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June 18th, 2008


09:33 pm - poem
Here I stand all alone wondering what the hell i did wrong your not here any more I just feel all alone.

we used to smile we use to dance what happen to the happy moments we once had shared for the pain is unreal and time stands still it makes me wonder why we can't be together.

Yes i understand my time is done here but I still can't help but wondering was it because i was so nice now i have to pay the price.

was it because you never had it so good that you don't know what good is or was it because you had good but its been so long you've forgotten what it is for.

Is it me or is it some other dream you have been searching for like someone who is rich and has a big house and all.

You can find someone else who has a white picket fence and who you think that money can make you complete but it will only be your defeat.

So i say goodbye I loved you so much and now it hurts to know we fell out of touch with this I hope you learn how to trust because only then you will find what your true love.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: creativecreative

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June 16th, 2008


09:17 pm - lost of child/realizing at least i still have a loving person
Today I'm feeling kind of sad I'm still in great shock that m child is dead but like all things I am strong enough to know that everything has a purpose good or bad we may not know the reason behind it but it has a soul purpose.That aside on a great note that is I met a wonderful loving person she has two wonderful kids.O.k. the two year old is a trouble maker but what kid isn't I still love them with all my heart.Their not mine but I love them like they were my own they have gotten attached to me.My girlfriend makes me coffee in the mourning takes good care of me when I'm in pain and I couldn't ask for better.I help her out with the kids and also I cook watch movies with her and just be their also when shes feeling bad.When shes in a bad mood I try to comfort her or leave her have her space and i don't get mad at her even if its about me.which so far i haven't given her a reason to be mad at me.Shes very good to me and I'm good to her she loves music and so do i we got a lot in common.So finally i found someone who understands me as much as understand them its a beautiful thing.

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June 15th, 2008


11:21 pm - lost my child
Today i lost my child my girlfriend had was bleeding real bad due to stress and she lost our baby so right now I'm really sad.No words can describe just how i feel right i guess mad because this certain person put her under a lot of stress and now that cause me to loose what would have been my first child.I was so excited about her being pregnant and her showing in her tummy and i would have mad a great father but we will try for another.Shes going to get away from certain people when we do try for another that way she won't loose another one.So today i will light candles in like a ceremony for my baby's death.It was going to be a girl so anyway the death was at 12;10 in the afternoon.If anybody on her can relate i sure can use the support on how to get through this I know it will take time to but i think sometimes talking about it helps.
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: sadsad

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June 13th, 2008


12:29 am - hi
I need some advice I'm currently in a relationship and apparently my girl didn't call last night after i left two messages on her phone.I was hoping she call me to let me know how shes doing with my kid inside her.She had called me in the mourning but didn't leave me a message which is odd because she usually does so i was wondering if the community thinks she might cheating on me or not? Heres the other part of it shes suppose to pick me up tomorrow but she didn't let me know if something came up or to be ready for tomorrow I'm confused I like to know what the community thinks thanks.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated

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May 18th, 2008


11:27 pm - hi
Today I finished my son g that i have written for a friend of mine I've been as i told the community before stuck on the last part of it.So i will give you guys an intro of it so no one can copy it and use it for them selfs.Because it is not copyrighted yet and I'm afraid.


TITLE: NEVER FELT LIKE THIS BEFORE

whenever your in trouble i will be there to hold you hold your hand

if this world falls to pieces I will understand CHORUS:No I have never felt this way no I never though this way no I never felt like this before

when the world comes crashing and love is gone I will still have the glow no nothing can get in the way of my true love

before the world stood still and it was all dark in my life and then you come into my life and made everything alright.

CHORUS: No I never thought this way no I never felt this way no I never felt like this before

The world is spinning and my knees are weak I can't even stand on my own two feet but you pick up when I'm feeling down no never ever push me around.

Thats all i can give your the intro so post what you guys think of my song as much as i have given you.
Current Location: Home
Current Music: air supply:Making love out of nothing at all

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May 13th, 2008


07:59 pm - Listen to Guns N' Roses
I've been listen to Guns N' Roses all day today among other music I am currently trying to listen to a lot music to get an idea how to come up with an ending to my song I have written.Does anyone out there write their own songs and if so can anyone just give me a theme? example like trees,ocean or something not lyrics but this small bit might help me out.Well other than this I've been making icons for live Journal not too much going on here not much to do when your broke I'm sure people can relate to this ah yes financial bind isn't fun,but it doesn't take much to make me happy.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: accomplishedhttp://img.photobucket.com/alb

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